Babes...... u know, i'm still here. waiting u for coming back? not really. i just don't want you anymore. but for sure i really never hope on that bcoz' i know that you wouldn't.
i'm sorry for saying dis' but since you start to be a liar, i can't stand it when i think about you. i just feel like i'm dying. but i must remember that you are not everything. i still have God. i've study in our Islam that the pure | true love is only on the God-Allah. God don't lie anything but God have decide the best already for us. we just don't know it.
I just realize i've made a really big mistakes by giving you my heart, by obtain your promise to me but something that you should know, i already might this would be happen one day and it happen now ! I DON'T LOVE YOU NEITHER HATE YOU ! when there's someone who try to sit in my heart, i push him aside . WHY ? i don't know it. i just can't accept anybody step in my heart again and i don't want this happen again.
Now you are happy with the girl and i'm here alone. oH ! sorry, i'm not alone. i have my family, my friends... i know you have it too. but they just more than enough for me to make me still smile. fake smile ? no ! it's a real smile.
errrrr~~ btw, i'm sorry. i'm not here writing to please you for coming back to me. NO ! i'm just writing here bcoz' this was my hobby. so what ? the first thing that you should know is when i'm "Log In" to my facebook site, the first thing that i do is looking on your wall ! what ? am i crazy ? YES ! i don't know why, but i just like it haha! don't worry. i won't do anything. i just wahts to see what you have done after breaking your promises !
People are not PERFECT ! yes you are right. i'm also promises that i wouldn't "Log In" on to my Facebook if he's not "Log In" too. but since you break your promise that you won't leave me, but now, haha! whatever. This might be the funniest thnigs that i ever have on getting bigger (i mean matured) haha!
i don't mad on you even have revenge on you bcoz' People are not PERFECT !
what this nonsense ! don't let me writing here too much or i would be more confused. hahar, hey2 ! if you read this, you should know oke, JUST GO ON BY YOUR LIFE. BE HAPPY AS YOU HAPPY NOW. i don't care if you hates or feels annoy by my writing now, but just make it like nothings happen. take it easy. don't take any burden on yor head by my writing. You get YOURS and I get Mine....
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