endless of december ;((

should i say diz' ? NOT ! but truly my heart is 'broke'....u noe wut its mean. mayb da mmg blsan bila kita da buat samtink, akn dbalas dgn ap yg kita da buat so sma la mcm aku nih..if dlu ak yg slalu broke hati org lain, knapa skunk ak nk slhkn org lain yg broke hati ak ?? mmg ptut lah...sometimes mmg terasa gk feeling mnykitkn tuh sbb 1st time u noe...gila kod kalo 1st prson yg korang pcya broke jnji mcm tu ja kn..haha! pdan sja dgn ak pndai sgt blakon cri psal ngn org..knonnya kwn ja tp sngaja bg hrapan then 'biar' ja somebdy tuh...ish3, bru ja na btobat tanak ramah-mesra dh..na kta FRUST, x jgak sbb ak x rsa trok sgt (sjujurnya rsa la jgak trok tuh)..... :(
btw, ak x smpai thap nk merayu walaupun dh 'sayang' tp, brharap tu maybe ad jgak kod.ak tanak la jgak yg trhegeh-hegeh...kalo dya boley relax, x kn ak na tnjuk ak gelabah? ak kna relax la jgak.. " a smile can hind thousand hurt " aduss, hope diz' can lost easily..haha! oke, no more think..just go on..

*his face just keep flying around my head.maybe i could get STROK !!

Sumpah hati dah start x keruan lah..ak mmg pnat la layan prsaan cmneh..

I need u Mama n Cilah

my last day today should b happy coz' i've finished xam but it chnge to a little sadness coz' i were left...huhuhu.... mama ngn cilah g SABAH yg dmna  negeri yg 8 taun lalu ak last jejak...aiyyo...plesh la..ukeh.alasan ak taleh p sbb ad kelas 2syen.mcm ta leh mnx xcuse an..??? hahahhaha tp tapa, coz' mama dh jnji ckp lps spm ak leh p sna ngn suma pemlly ak..then, bhagia la brsma..kna tahan sgala nafsu ak neh nk seronok, 6t qada' balik lps spm 6t neh,,,adeh..pkir yg neh ja akuh..huhuhuhu

dh la rndu kt mama ngn cilah...dh sbuln ta nmpk real aww...ingt bhagia kod ta leh tgk mak ngn adk sndri..??? adeh.. start dri dudok dlm keta nk blik umh td, meleleh ja air mata neh..tah la ap la emo sgt....dh la 6t x smpat lgik na jmpa mama ngn cilah...dh la skunk 1 bln skali ja ak blik..tu pon lom tntu...klas sna, klas sini..alahai...habis mcm mna neh..?? blh jadi kalau bln 3 yg org ckp "cuti" neh x jmpa mama ngn cilah..sbb mama ngn cilah g sabah 10 hari...cuti 7 hari..baki lg 3 hari ak ad kt asrma dh...tgh skolh...da "KETAM" (kelas tambahan).....hish,....kalao lh dtkdrkn ak ta leh jmpa mama ngn cilah bln neh...ckop lah skadar gna kmudhn 3G....hehehe...bkn nya taleh..skype ad..ym ad..tp buleh ka..???? huhuhuh...tlg la tlg sy neh.....seksa nya rsa neh sbb rndu gila bngang neh taw..ta larat dh nk nenges sorng2...

p/s : hnya dpndkkn story........ :(

I'M BACK ;)

 lps sebulan ak diamkn fb+ym+ms+blog ak x beron9, kini ak dh on9 kn suma...hahaha (gelak setan) ... sepatotnya ak blom lg buleh on9, tp dh ak x trlibat dgn kem "BISAFA" so, blik la..bkn x trlbt, tp dh x blh trlbt dgn sbrng kem...lgpun, ak kurenk skit la kalo bab2 neh...ak bkn baek sgt nk joi kem tuh..so, segan la plak.. laenla kalo kem yg dlm bidang+kpkrn ak..brulh ak bleh rsa...jaat gilak btoi...mafflah kalian suma kwn2..kalo ak mmg suka sgt dgn 1 kem tuh, ak mmg pjok2 mama ngn ayh bg prmssion jugak2 la..x kn nk biar ja g2..aduhh!!! tp yg neh, ak x pjok sbb ak  kurenk minat seperti yg dfhami kalian..hohoho..nyway, ummmphh...nk kuar sat dri ostel 3ari 2mlm lps 1 bln x blik...tp ak blik pon bkn blik umh..bln 2 neh, tekad tanak blik umh sndri..blik umh m.lg ja neh,,hahaha...mls2...na try harder la x blik umh lama2..6t bljr jauh2 sng..hehhee :p ngade ek aku neh..hahaha...poyo btol..nyway, skurng nya ak dh rsa gk udara luar asrma+skolh lps sebulan terperok..hhahaha gila la gila..handphone taleh guna..bkn na men msg, nk dgr lagu ja..alahai....on9 pulak..lg x best..dok arap curi line makmal ja..tu pon kalo nasib bagus, adala line..clear la ckit...tp lmbat...slow...aduzz...so, nyway, blog ni ad story cket time neh.......huhuhu...enjoy2 kejap..b4 next week da nk exam..kita RELAX+STUDY :)

Laaa !!!!!! x sedar arini dah AHAD !!! bye2

teka la ad ap ngn ari ahad dan knapa la ak bnci sgt ari ahad nih..??? adess...muzty yg memahami taw la..hahaha ganna bact to ostel la...aiyyo..busan2...bagaikn dok dlm 1 kwsn yg pgr pnoh la plak skunk nih taw...cillaks btol la heh..pnya la arini bngun lewat sbb ingtka bri ari sabtu lagik, tp lps tkejot dgr mama ckp dh ari ahad terus ak tekejod bngun la...ak tros la g ambk baju g ayen,pas2 bru la cri brng2 laen yg tah mna hala la ak ltak..jenuh  la..hahaha..maw x, dkt pkol 10 dh...besa la ak bngun kol 10 kira awl la tu...sja ckp lewat..hahaha..tgh2 dok bsiap tu bwu tigat yg nk kna btolak dri umh awl...kol 3!!!! alamak.....lg kalut la ak time tuh...mna la nk dan..dng nk on9 lagik (dan lgik 2) hahaha dgn nk kms, bg mkn kucing, sapu smpah kt bilik...huhuhu....sehbok2..!!!so, ak tros x mndi la..dh kalut bagai hape lgik kn..tros mndi kol 2 6t la sbb kalo mndi awl pon, nk outdri umh kna mndi lgik...so, jimat air, mndi kol 2..hahaha..tp sy x lupa gsok gigi ngn basuh muka wak2 bngun dri tdur tuh taw...anda????? hahaha . rutin harian sy OOoo..jgn maen2...then, skunk mama bwk adek g gunting rmbut, sempat la sdg bertyping lagik nih...hahaha..omwork hram ta abesh lgik...yg bkenan sja bg habesh..muhahaha.. jht laknat btol la aku nih,,,dh la nk SPM dah...taubat2 la sku nih...!!!! kjap sy kjap ak...ermmmm..mna2 pon phm2 la..hahaha,,gotta go suda...mls da nk typing...bnyk tngn kacau nih...bnyk lg mngsa2 chating sy yg blom dlyan..hahaha (gelak hantu)...Balik ustel dlu eh !!!  END

   

Mendapat Pelepasan

susah btol nk dpt prmisson dri mama...adeh, sgt amat sgt termat la susah tao tak...smpai abz merayu rayu nk nahnges geram suma ad....hahaha (mcm mnja) ;)) skunk, akhirnya ak da dpt permission yg mmblhkn ak untuk menunggang motosikal smpai ke perlis dari kedah (luar negeri tuh beb...jgn maen2, jaoh..sbb tu mama x bg) hahaha...mcm x caya lak....yg ayh hnya mnyokong ja ak soh lg ak p perlis naek moto sndri..yg mama ak pda aslnya x kasi..then sbb dya rimas dh kot..trpksa la relakan sorng ank pmpuan dya yg bnyk kerenah ni p sndrian dgn doa yg dpsan sblom mnunggang...hahaha sblom nk dpt permission tu, walopon ayh dh sndri yg suroh..mama ckp "kalo mama kata x boleh jgn la" ermmm...sbnrnya nada mama ak seram aww...tu yg time tu ak x brani kta ap2..hehehe,,tp dh sbb ayh blik ak mmg nk tnya, tp mama pnah gtaw yg "ayh pon x bg aih" then, ak buat2 la x taw ap...tp ayh yg tnya...hehehhee ;p keseronokan la sy neh tawu,,,??? muahahaha...tp bila pkir balik, jaoh la plak...errmmm..apdya ak neh... ^_^ 6t bley la kot p umah kwn ak tgk2...(sbb ni la mama ak x bg..dya ckp  "skali dh leh bwk moto mula la kaki nk pnjng" ) pham2 la kn ap mksd yg trsirat tu kn...mcm la x phm....ayt kiasan yg normal ja...hehehehe
so, maybe lps g sna,,,then, g 2syen, blik tros la...tkot 6t jadik kot len plak....hehehe..(kita bkn taw ap yg nk jadi) ^_^

sayang kamu berduwa ;))

p/s: story drngkskn sbb mngntok....ZZzzzZzz

hati resah skunk !!!

ak bikin salah ka neh,...?? ap ak kna wut eh..?? g mnx maaf ka x..?? ka nk biar ja..?? huh shit !! knapa la ak neh jadik sgt msalah2 ringan nih...alamak...malu la plak 6t..so,?? ap nk wut..x kn nk biar je..??ak x sggup la.. oh no !!! y should this would b hppn..?? plesh tell me sambody..can u..??? kpikiran skrunk akn ku mhon maaf..tp x tros trng la..maybe kna cover2 sikit,...mna taw kalo maybe ad slh fhm ka...yg dya phm x sma mcm yg ak phm...kan,3....hermrmmm ;(( ukeyh2...gonna b relax dlu kejap lg akn ku mhon dri dya...ak dh x sggup la resah trok mcm neh...trok sgt rsanya...spa la yg phm ak...msto ad neh..kwn baek akuh msti sure phm neh...tp diorng x tawu sbb ak x kasi taw...hahahha (mengonc) la ak kn....huhuhuhu

ukeh....END

i've think it randomly tonight....tomorrow i will get in back....u noe where ryte,,,,the shitta houztel...just feel like i'll get in the hell....i just cried by alone ukeh....i want to tell 'him' but i do not make him problem...sorry..ayh ak said; "taun ni taun last kk kna brkrbn...ayh tau kk dh nk bebas..tp dmi kbaikn brkrbn 1 taun nih lagi" ak dah tatao nk ckp ap...ak bingung la neh...bgaikn silly dh la nih..i dunnow y but taun nih mmg ak rsa taleh hidup kt tmpt tu la.. ak tatw ap sbb...bkn sbb kwn2...tp sbb ak dh x selesa...maybe alsn neh x reasonable..but the truth is,,i hate the place much now..but...wut i can do..thiz my last year...i just can do my best....i hope thiz year will end fastly...i wanna freedom..ak dh tanak trikat ngn praturn yg tahpa2 tu..  i'll get in tomorrow and became hostel's student AGAIN...(i hate that)

omwork la omwork

bwu semnggu g skolh keja skulah betimbun timbun..susa nk rehat...dlm sari cegu masok kelas straight ja...no xcuse2 dah...x semat nk duduk sat, pas2 cegu tros msok kelas...alahai...dah alamat dok klas baek2, mmg mcm 2 la...cegu on 'baguz' belaka...hahaha..susa mau main2 dh ni...dah la omwork yg cuti uh nk kutip gk...adeh~~ skali kalo tgguh 1 omwork sure nyesal tak kira la...sbb btambh lgi bnyk yg amat la...a p taw..ermmm...;( 

kalo dh mmg naseb kna jadi baek..hehehe...t niat dlm hati nih blom ckop baik la..ad lg neh yg x kena la.. tsilap lngkh la plak ak nih...dh la taun nih HEBAT.....ermmm..siap aribulan nyesal x abis...ari isnin nih cegu na kuti omwrk2 yg ta mngkin ak leh bg siap la...hohoho..keja skolh untok 30 hari ak kna wut kamoi dlm 2 hari...

x ke gila 6t jadi nya...??? knapa la time ni gk nk kuti buku tuh..bkan na exam lg an...??? hahaha

jahat2 toi aku nih....so, da abs mnaip bnde nih, then, nk g start buat keje skulh yg ptot buat dlm 30 hari tp skunk kampoi 2 hari sja..hahaha....WISH ME LUCK!!!!! 

THE END

nk djdikn stury, ostel saia ta leh tggl lagi rini...dan maybe ley tggl lps 2 mggu ni kot....x sdih pon sbnrnya kalo ta dpt ostel la..hehehe...(mmg cari psl lg nih) dah kntoi bnyk dh neh...hehehe ;)

g skula pg td nk g dftr, org kwn2 soh g ambk bku tks dlu...ak pon g la ambk dlu...tp, bila dh siap ambk bku teks, nk g dftr cegu dah blah dah...haiyyaks...bnyk susa la ak nih...rumit2..then, g la beli bku kat koop tuh.

dah g beli buku kat sna, nk g jmpa lak pngetua nk kasi surat "rayuan" yg dah type tuh...ak g la dwan ngn adk ak..mom sma dad & youngersister tggu kt tmpt prkng kt koop tuh (sja cita) hahahaha...dah 2, nmpk pngetua bwu kuaq dri dewan..dgn kalut nya ak ngn adk ak p lari kat dya...nk p bg surat tu la..dah p bg, sembng2 merapu ngn dya tgk2 jwpn yg dya bg :

 "buat msa skrunk sy x layan surat rayuan.tggu dlm 2 mggu nih bru cegu2 akn bincang laen"

ak pon....hehehehe (dlm hati kata ikot la) ;)) gtaw kt mom dya tepon cegu2 laen, then, g la jmpa cegu sbariah...sembng2 ngn dya pas cegu sbariah ckp kalau na dok jugak g la mrayu kt dya...errmmm

berat gak kn..??? hahahaha..nyway, skrunk stay umh m.lg sja la...sdeyh2...kna tggl ngn mama ngn ayah...tahan ja td air mata nk keluar time diorng nk blik dh...tahan mmg2 tahan la...x leh bayang time ak salam mama ngn ayah ak....errmmm,, :(( mmg nk tiyyak dah...huhuhuhu...tulung la...sbar ja..ta nk tnjuk..kantoi la (meaw) hahahaha...tggl adk2 kecik ak yg 2 org tu....huhuhuhu, na type nih pon tgh mngalir ja air mata tau x ..??? (hahahaha) cam ngade ja.......SPM taun nih....demi mama ngn ayah...insyaallah...kalo tingat mama ngn ayah...., air mata mmg nk kuar nih...ta leh dah type......

THE END.........

Suda new year kn....errmmm...spe tawu...tahun 2010 suda tukar 2011..too much memories la yg

susa na lupa kn...memori yg d bleyh d ulang lg...mmg brmkna..x semua memori tuh bhagia

n x semua memori tuh mnyakitkn an..??? hehehe.. bejiwang sikit la plak cni..errrmm..

ad org yg buley lupa..ad org  yg ak tanak lupa..ad org yg ak slalu ingt...adeshhh

mcm2 lah dnia neh skunk..mngapa la heh..huhuhuh

suda mngarot thap gaban la neh...taon nih na buat new azam la...hehehhe

every year ak wut slalu bnda tuh..tp ta pnah tcapai pon..hurrmmm..

taon bru nih ak ta leh sia2 kn ....benor2 pntng sgt nih..na tngktkn ego la mcm nih

kalo x kalah lagi...dh la ak nih..jht sgt...(ad mkna) ;((

nyway, sgala yg sedeyh harus d buang..ambl yg happy2 ja .hahaha

maafkn suma org untok taun neh..ermmm..maybe..ckp maaf suda la..

org bkn tau pon yg kita benor2 ka tidak an..?? hehehe [mmg jahat btol ak nih]

maw kna bikin INCRIDIBLE YEAR taun nih....hehehhe'

ad la projek ak sndri......spa yg knal, tgk sja la....

wink wink~~